tonight was so awful, i don't even know what happened. i just started hating everything and everyone, but i learnt that when you're pissed off, people are more likely to be nice to you. i actually enjoyed it.
i was full of rage all day actually - dad came into my room this morning and asked me if i wanted a new bed. while we were putting it in and moving my room around, he kept complaining about the mess. i was so angry, and i know it's ridiculous to be upset over that, but it's my room and if it's messy then that is my problem.
my room is clean now and i won't admit to dad how much i like it. it's so much nicer when i can actually walk around, even if it won't stay like that for long.
i had a nana nap before work and i think it made me feel crappier. i needed a powerade at work and right now i'm nearly dead so to even out the long post i had last night, i shall end this one here. happy saturday.
heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive.
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